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this journal is for something else, not updating so this is my last entry, comment whatever you want and ill comment back but other then that mmmmmmm ya
me.
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[25 Nov 2004|06:05pm] |
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internet is runing my life.
if you want to talk
call me.
619-468-3677
im not joking.
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[21 Nov 2004|10:51pm] |
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i really do not know how much more i can take of anything. it seems that all this drama shit comes at once and its overloading me, i wish i could say what im feeling but i dont feel like telling the whole world and if i just told one person it would get around to the whole world so i dont have any one to talk to and i feel alone and helpless in every situation i get put in.
its times like these i wish i belived in miracles.
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| everybody join. |
[21 Nov 2004|03:16pm] |
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everybody join me and ashley's awesome community we made!! its going to be hotttt stuff!!!!
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[20 Nov 2004|08:38pm] |
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SOON TO BE FRIENDS ONLY
comment to be added.
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| Too Much. |
[14 Nov 2004|10:27pm] |
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against all odds-The postal service |
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i need something to motivate me like it did 3 years ago..im so unhappy with the direction im going im some things i just wish it was EXACTLY how it was when i started.
</b> on another note...leave me a comment..anonymously and fill this out please.
One secret.
One compliment.
One love note.
Lyrics to a song.
How old you are.
How long we've been friends.
And a hint to who you are.
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school today was pretty boring, math test on friday and i understand everything when we learn it but when we have to take a test on it the next week i forget it, unless i refresh my memory with my notes which i wont be able to do for the test. its horriable.
"i wonder if anyone can see the secerts i hide behind everything i show"
( pictures. click. )
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| commin out of my cage/ ive been doin just fine |
[07 Nov 2004|09:47pm] |
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cheer exhibiton today.
take that ugly girl with the big forehead out of the air.
"let me sit there and look like a retard while IM IN THE FREAKING AIR"
another person i need to add to my shooting list.
gah.
what is this world coming to.!
</b> oh yes i watched extreme makeover home edition tonight and i just about cried me eyes out, it was so sad, and so happy...it made me think about how easy i have it and the stuff i take for granted and theres people out there that would die to trade a life with me, and here i am complaining about wanting to trade a life with some one better when i really have all i need.
oh yea after the exhibiton me and shyanna went to target.
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[06 Nov 2004|10:29am] |
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so it started like this, i went to sarahs house and she was wearing a scarf so i trotted around her house with her scarf and then micheala picked us up and it smelled like birfday candles and then michealas little brothers friend told us a story about some one he knew jumping off a cliff and we are like uh wow did it hurt and hes all "or should i say roof"....i think theres a major difference from a cliff and a roof..and so now we are at the game and i met up with ashley. yessssssss! havnt seen her in a looooong time. and i met new friends from her new school:)..kara and tiffany. the game went as follows....
sat around freezed our asses off. ate nachos that they only gave me like 5 chips with and cold cheese. sat down some more and watched steele beat vahallas ass. yes steele won! cougars, repersent! haahahhaha
and then we went to ashleys house in the far far away land and had a great time and you wernt there so your jealous but i dont want to hear about it.
yeah theres a lot to say but i know you wouldnt read that so im entertaining you with the short right down the point story version.
on more thing....
( i came back after getting food and ashley had decided to take pictures.. )
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[26 Oct 2004|06:11pm] |
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so last night i was planning on watching growing up gotti because bianca said it was a good show, but turns out it wasnt on and instead there was a movie.. "The Brooke Ellison Story" it was directed by Christopher Reeve who just died a few weeks ago and also was paralized from the neck down from falling off a horse. The movie was about the girl Brooke Ellison who was hit by a car when she was in sixth grade and was then paralized from the neck down, she was so determined in so many things and acomplished everything she tried and then went on going to Harvard, it was a great movie and a i recomend it to all of you. This was a true story which makes it eveb more remarkable:)
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tonight is as follows...
1.eat my segetti
2. watch real world
3. watch laguna beach
4. take a shower
5. watch veronica mars
6. go to bed
im a T.V. junkie, dont make fun
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| something you should have thought about before |
[23 Oct 2004|03:01pm] |
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Why is marijuana not legal? It’s a natural plant that grows in the dirt. Do you know what’s not natural? 80 year old dudes with hard-ons. That’s not natural. But we got pills for that. We’re dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect, but we’re putting people in jail for something that grows in the dirt?
You know we have more prescription drugs now. Every commercial that comes on TV is a prescription drug ad. I can’t watch TV for four minutes without thinking I have five serious diseases. Like: “Do you ever wake up tired in the morning?” Oh my god I have this, write this down. Whatever it is, I have it. Half the time I don’t even know what the commercial is… people running in fields or flying kites or swimming in the ocean. I’m like that is the greatest disease ever. How do you get that? That disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.
The schools now… It's all about self-esteem in the schools now. Build the kids’ self-esteem, make them feel good about themselves. If everybody grows up with high self-esteem, who is going to dance in our strip clubs? What’s going to happen to our porno industry? These women don’t just grown on trees. It takes lots of drunk daddys missing dance recitals before you decide to blow a goat on the internet for fifty bucks. And if that disappears, where does that leave me on a Friday night with my new high speed connection?
Masterminds are another word that comes up all the time. You keep hearing about these terrorists masterminds that get killed in the middle east. Terrorists masterminds. Mastermind is sort of a lofty way to describe what these guys do, don’t you think? They’re not masterminds. “OK, you take bomb, right? And you put in your backpack. And you get on bus and you blow yourself up. Alright?” “Why do I have to blow myself up? Why can’t I just…” “Who’s the fucking mastermind here? Me or you?”
Americans, let’s face it: We’ve been a spoiled country for a long time. Do you know what the number one health risk in America is? Obesity. They say we’re in the middle of an obesity epidemic. An epidemic like it is polio. Like we’ll be telling our grand kids about it one day. The Great Obesity Epidemic of 2004. “How’d you get through it grandpa?” “Oh, it was horrible Johnny, there was cheesecake and pork chops everywhere.”
Nobody knows why were getting fatter? Look at our lifestyle. I’ll sit at a drive thru. I’ll sit there behind fifteen other cars instead of getting up to make the eight foot walk to the totally empty counter. Everything is mega meal, super sized. Want biggie fries, super sized, want to go large. You want to have thirty burgers for a nickel you fat mother fucker. There’s room in the bag. Take it! Want a 55 gallon drum of Coke with that? It’s only three more cents.
Sometimes you have to suffer a little bit in your youth to motivate yourself to succeed in later life. Do you think if Bill Gates got laid in high school, do you think there’d be a Microsoft? Of course not. You got to spend a long time in your own locker with your underwear shoved up your ass before you start to think, “You’ll see. I’m going to take of the world of computers! I’ll show them.”
We’re in one of the richest countries in the world, but the minimum wage is lower than it was thirty five years ago. There are homeless people everywhere. This homeless guy asked me for money the other day. I was about to give it to him and then I thought he was going to use it on drugs or alcohol. And then I thought, that’s what I’m going to use it on. Why am I judging this poor bastard. People love to judge homeless guys. Like if you give them money they’re just going to waste it. Well, he lives in a box, what do you want him to do? Save it up and buy a wall unit? Take a little run to the store for a throw rug and a CD rack? He’s homeless. I walked behind this guy the other day. A homeless guy asked him for money. He looks right at the homeless guy and says "why don’t you go get a job you bum". People always say that to homeless guys like it is so easy. This homeless guy was wearing his underwear outside his pants. Outside his pants. I’m guessing his resume isn’t all up to date. I’m predicting some problems during the interview process. I’m pretty sure even McDonalds has a “underwear goes inside the pants” policy. Not that they enforce it very strictly, but technically I’m sure it is in the books. <tr></tr><tr><tr></table></td></tr></table></table>
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| heres a story about a boy that loves a girl |
[21 Oct 2004|07:12pm] |
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im giving up on bangs.
its strictly pinned back for now on.
im getting to the point where i really dont care about you anymore because it just makes me even more angry when i see you.
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[17 Oct 2004|12:45am] |
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not bad at all...
over and over again about the same things...i dont know what else to do, i cant go all night lovin you..cuz its all in my head i think about it over and over again, i replay it over and over again..i cant take it, i cant shake it..i remeber the day you left i remeber the last breath you took infront of me.....
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| bare with me on this one... |
[14 Oct 2004|09:29pm] |
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this is going to be long, because today was just eventful i have to post it ALL.
first off to start with, at lunch me and brittany and sarah and shyanna and woodza and mallory were all looking at mallorys year book from last year and then all of a sudden some one says WATCH OUT and a flying fruit cup lands on us and it got on my shirt and hair all thanks to TWINKLE! and i smelled like fruit cup for the rest of the day yeah well moving on, after school me and ashley and woodza and tammy waited after school for my dad to pick me up and as we were waiting a boy came up to us asking all of us if we wanted to go to homecoming, all of us, i still dont understand why he asked all of us at the same time unless he knew ahead of time we were ALL going to say no, which we did but hey at least i got asked by some one and just was never asked so yeah my dad finally came in his jeep oh dont be jealous, on the way to jack in the box another jeep pulled next to us and rolled down the window and i was like uh dad please no dont roll down your window to but he did, yeah parents dont listen, but the lady was trying to race us ..wtf in a jeep, stupid dummies, hahahah we all laughed and then went to jack in the box and got 8 tacos yeah were pigs and then on our way out we saw another jeep and this time they waved at us knowing we were walking to a jeep as well and then me and ashley and tammy and woodza came to the conclusion that my dad is in some jeep fan club where every one with a jeep knows every one and there mother and all wave every time u see one. ok well we were off to the freshman game now and we were an hour and a half early so we went to the park acorss the street and ate our tacos and then me and woodza connected back packs and were trying to steal a little kids bike which didnt work cuz little kids saw us and we ran, still connected, and then fell on our face and ashley and tammy laughed haha, so did we, and then we walked to the game in which we saw heather and hung out with her and her hicky on her neck and then i saw danika oh so sexiness in her cheer uniform hahha and we were all into the game it was great we were yelling and everything ..we are the football clan..hahha but in the process of all of this some CRAZY! boys sat next to us like no joke crazy, this boy..we found out his name was benjerman hahah was wearing boots like pilgrams wore back in those days yeah and they had a monoply board with some thing written on it and they wouldnt show us even when we said tammy would give him head if he showed us hahah she was rejected..dumb gay boys..they finally showed us though and it was a big fuckin cock fest picture on the board..what the hell..what kinda person in there right mind gets the idea to draw that one day and bring it to a football game????? well we told them they were sick and need to go home and stop sucking eachother off and giving it in the ass..they needed girlfriends badly...but the football clan and i were looking at the hot football players and there TIGHT pants it was oh so yummy.. we had our eye on certain numbers though haha and then after the game we gave high fives and all that good stuff and then some HOT boy came and talked to us and said he was coming to steele next month, and he hoped to see us again..ah i hope he wasnt lieing cuz this boy was a fineeee peice of booooty and i wouldnt mind him coming to our school lol...and then so we walked a 2549869 feet to tammys moms car and some kid almost hit on his skateboard and then swarved outta the way and at the same time in the process told us his name was tyler, haha i think he was a little young though but yeah then we headed off in tammys moms car and dropped woodza off and drove off as she was riding her gate haha and then went to 7-11 got slurpees and then dropped off ashley and then me next and then im guessing tammy went home after that:)
it was such an evenetfull day if you read the whole thing you would agree to i know it
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[11 Oct 2004|04:16pm] |
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today is monday and i already wish it was friday so i thought things were going better, but then today just proved to me once again things can never get better for me..
yeah so you proably think im complaining about life yada yada yada, but im not..im not complaining really im just wishing things were better then what reality in my eyes really is..
( ..for the ones i have at least.. )
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| fuck you |
[09 Oct 2004|06:00pm] |
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football game with teeny joey and chris, there were other people i went with but they failed to mention my name so im going to fail to mention theres.
no clue what im doing tonight yet and i also have no clue what to write about.
"im way past lust, it has gone into full blown love"
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